Aug. 21, 2014

PURPOSEFUL

IF GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY I WILL SHOW YOU MY PURPOSE. IGNORE THE BUTTERFLIES BECAUSE THERE IS NO NEED TO BE NERVEOUS. YOU'VE BEEN PATIENTLY WAITING FOR THE UNEXPLAINABLE; DON'T YOU FEEL LIKE YOU DESERVE THIS?  IF NOT, THEN YOU'VE BEEN DOING YOURSELF A DISSERVICE. WHEN YOU THINK BACK, ALL YOU CAN SEE ARE WASTED DAYS AND WASTED NIGHTS. THINKING BACK, YOU'VE CONSTANTLY PRAYED FOR MR. OR MRS. RIGHT! TO YOUR SURPRISE HE OR SHE WAS NEVER FAR AWAY. LIKE YOU, HE OR SHE WAS TRAPPED IN THE WRONG TIME, IN THE WRONG PLACE. WHILE THE FELLAZ EYED THE WOMAN AT THE COUNTER WITH THE SLIM WAIST, YOU FELT LIKE THE WOMAN WHO TREATED YOU LIKE GARBAGE COULD NEVER BE REPLACED. MEANWHILE YOU WERE TRAPPED IN A BUBBLE WAITING FOR DEBRA TO LOVE YOU. WHEN ALLEN OFFERED TO TAKE YOU TO DINNER YOU WERE UNDER THE IMPRESSION THAT ALL HE WANTED TO DO, WAS TOUCH YOU.  A BREIF ENCOUNTER THAT WOULD HAVE LASTED AN HOUR OR TWO. HOWEVER, YOU DIDN'T REALIZE THAT HE HAD A GREAT DEAL OF RESPECT FOR YOU.  SO, YOU PUSHED HIM AWAY TO WRAP A BLOODY HAND WHICH HAPPENED TO BE THROBBING FROM HURTING YOU. I KNOW THAT YOU WEREN'T PREPARED ME, NOR WAS I PREPARED YOU. HOWEVER, YOU SHOULD HAVE A LITTLE BIT MORE FAITH IN THE SKIES WHEN SOMEONE LIKE YOU AND I JUST HAPPENS TO POP UP, FROM OUT OF THE BLUE. I KNOW THAT YOU DON'T KNOW ME AND I DON'T KNOW YOU, BUT THAT'S WHAT MAKES THIS MEETING SO MUCH MORE MEANINGFUL. I DON'T WANT YOU TO RUSH ME AND I DON'T PLAN ON RUSHING YOU. WE CAN TAKE IT DAY BY DAY, IF THAT'S OKAY WITH YOU. NO PRESSURE, YOU WON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING THAT YOU DO NOT WANT TO DO. YOU CAN GAIN A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF ME, WHILE I AM GAINING A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF YOU. NO LABELS I DON'T HAVE TO BE YOUR GIRL AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE MY MAN. I AM JUST HAPPY TO POSSIBLY BE APART OF YOUR FUTURE PLAN. WE CAN JUST TALK, WE DON'T EVEN HAVE TO HOLD HANDS.  IF YOU'D LIKE, WE CAN REMAIN GOOD FRIENDS, WHAT EVER IT IS THAT MAKES YOU COMFORTABLE.  AS I SAID EARLIER YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING THAT YOU DO NOT WANT TO DO!! I KNOW THAT YOU'VE BEEN HURT INLOVE BEFORE, BUT THIS TIME AROUND I PROMISE THAT THIS LOVE WILL BE MUCH MORE PURPOSEFUL.